is it silly that i still tear watching them like this?

 i guess it takes me back to a halcyon phase of their lives, despite post-divorce and having such major upheavals in their lives. i dare say they are the biggest inspiration in my life, their souls,their artless manner of taking things in their stride. thiswas an era where they were also filming a lot with jo's camera, something of a godsend which attests for the prolific tubes i have archived. i know these will stay online as long as there remains a youtube haha.

 gah im a sentimental fool. dont think its pms.maybe just projected stress from the students' coming exams. it's like a 2 year project culminating to its moment of reckoning. but yes i do miss the shrubs at this age. they're still amazing but i hope someday they'll look back on these vids n remember how much they were each others' sister and best friend.