detached.disengaged.

so i've been wondering how far i'd like to make this journey.i would love to chuck to peru to check out Machu Picchu but it could be awhile before that happens seeing as it sets one back a few Gs

it's fucking awesome though

i made a concerted decision to possibly reserve my remaining days in the sort of simplicity of the old folks i have as neighbours. there isn't a need to really live on much except the essentials.god knows my legacy of shoes and clothes and watches for the kids is mortifying.haha but that's part of some unresolved issues of youth which i will leave for the kids to make a profit or take over.
i feel really disengaged from peeps in general.it's tiring to take on other lives when i feel i've already transcended that need for companionship.perhaps i'm a sort of recluse but it really doesn't bother me because i feel a harmony with my being and the world out there is merely a bridge to a more sublime existence. everything else is moot really.