detachment and then some

this year i've become so indifferent about my classes that i feel absolutely no attachment to any of them other than to go through the motions of being their teacher.maybe it's my present state of dkdcfa.it's just that i don't see the need to sentimentalize anything which remains in the past or is a forgone conclusion of departures.

they are a nice bunch of agreeable peeps but i really feel zero chemistry or even similar wavelengths.maybe it's true how they get younger, you get older and everything else is just business as usual.

i just want to spend the rest of the year recuperating financially and emotionally. i feel really drained of interest in anyone/thing. i have two more tuition assignments which would come in handy for those expenses on dog lodgings for our vacation time as well as christmas shopping and spending moolah for the kids in korea.that's good. i can't complain.timeliness of that bonus helps heaps.
then i need to catch up on the syllabus plans since i'll hardly have time next year for preps. j2 is always hectic but better busy than ennui.i can't wait to see the end of 2013 and the remaining time on earth.it's been a ride but it's time to get off the rollercoaster.