the hols have been wonderful and restful, with money flowing from 2 tuition assignments while i await the big year-end bonus thrice the salary.woot.that's timely for expenses this season and our trip. told the kids this is a main perk in my job despite it's mundanity.i cant complain. i've always been a survivor with anything i do.i never quite completly relent to challenges.
in my 44 years the best would always be 2006-9. they defined my grit and self-determination living life on my own and terms.i felt right and real. everything else was mostly duty and obligations. and commitments i never really gave much heart and soul to.if anything those years would affirm what i could do with my gifts and strengths and i definitely put them to optimum use with nary a regret.
looking at these beautiful girls, i know i have done right with them. they turned out to be my best work with my fullest efforts and intentions. no other rewards could trump that and i will take that with me till my end of days. it's going to be a peaceful exit. i just know it.
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