that's the best way i can describe how i feel when we're together. i once said that she makes me like who i am when i'm with her, but i think it also extends to the way she had redeemed me from that perpetual funk of meaningless ennui i carried around me all year. it wasn't anything she consciously did but who she is. she fills my life with a child-like renewal of seeing things in refreshing honesty, without judgement or prejudice. she calls people out on their b.s, and with her own raw candour she inspires me to do same. even my inhibitions about bedtime politics, or the primal functions of farting and burping.
told her it's no different from how childhood pals are around each other. just spending the day in wild abandon and not holding back on our sensual pleasures of eating, walking, taking our time to live the moments. i guess it's been a long while since i've learned to slow down and breathe. and she has made me live again because she is living her life over in spirit and truth.
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