so 4 weeks into term and it's been vaguely rewarding, from watching the students improve to coworkers fuck up to dealing with a motherload of saikang, and i havent even begun to draft their testimonials due in two weeks, not before meeting parents on an extended work day this week.
it's my 6th cycle and im starting to question the validity of my goals. much as it pays the bills and occupies the ennui, it's starting to grate a little. my form class is showing a mix of progress and regression. i can't even begin to fathom why a handful of them is degenerating in their self-absorption but it certainly isn't a capital point and bodes badly in their future. i'm about to exile that recalcitrant lot whose names keep surfacing in the complaint department. and then there's the (mis)management who continue to display astounding levels of incompetence it's not even funny. speaking of, i've been tasked to work with a certain blonde colleague in editing my testimonials so i'm dreading that tennis match.
i think i will perhaps do a final cycle before my 45th bd and go see the world. i shall save up a substantial amount for 2014 so that i can take the kids to far flung places like london and possibly parts of aussie. jo would've been done with her Os and jil her streaming year. so yup, that's what stays in my agenda for the coming years. i work for vacations indeed.
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