baby angel darling you

i know the previous entry disturbed you because it makes you wonder if i have tweaked or changed myself for you.i only tell you one thing. or maybe two. no. and never.

that was the defining moment when i regarded your soul for the first time one thursday evening after we lay on the beach at sundown. you are so real. you are unflinchingly so. you trust/ed me with your entire being, you laid bare your darkness, your fears and your quintessential being. in that instant i knew who i was with, who i was dealing with, who i wanted to be with for the rest of my life.

and yes, we've had our skirmishes, our angry exchanges of confusion and hurt, and we'll probably have a few more down the road. but i'm not afraid. i'm not going to second-guess if that means anything other than moments we have to confront and embrace. because that is merely an external flux. internally you are still you. and will continue to be you. and i will wake to that you 24/7/365(or 6 in leap year) till eternity.

one more thing. i truly and deeply like who i am with you. you bring out the best in me, the worst in me yet you take on that worst in me and heal it with love and faith. tell me, hon, how much more then can i not want to spend the rest of my life with you?

(the pinoys are realy good here haha!)

and i am so.damn.proud.of.you. (and to be your wife-in-waiting)