good vibes all around

so it seems these days my role in life is defined by altruism.which i think is the perfect way to end my journey.
i've been something of counsellor, comedian and cupid.

i think i've done tremendously well in all aspects in cheering, listening, and trying to bring people together. it feels right and for a strange moment of stepping outside myself i can see real results.
kat's in much better spirits with the time i've spent, even to the extent of helping to pass xinni her stuff back, giving her everything from love advice to health and fashion tips (she's a yoga convert can you believe?!) and last night i set her up to meet janey whom my gut tells me would be a good match, not rushing it but setting the groundwork for something which could be promising. jan fits her bill of her type and jan seems like she could use good intelligent company with the crap years she's had. watching my little set up unfold was gratifying to say the least. now i know i can leave this realm having done some good in the love department, even if i've been terrid at sustaining my own.

and i do have a natural personable aura which somehow can melt the biggest ice queen or make anyone i just met feel like they can confide their most private thoughts. it's a gift mostly but a curse coz somedays i really feel the burden of their secrets and demons. well, maybe i have a calling which i've overlooked all my life. and even if i feel like there's no one i can really confide in myself, it doesn't feel so bad knowing i've made a difference in someone else's day or even life. my legacy would certainly be one of life and love.

and kat threw me the other day with a random promise, that if i should pass on, she will repay my kindness by giving my kids free econs tuition someday.aw what can i say? i'm already reaping from paying it forward =]
2011 was about healing.2012's about being a healer.